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darkxsoul
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|  | i just need to type
« Thread Started on Jun 4, 2004, 7:17pm » | |
i think i need to talk to someone..... like someone that can understand me. i cant talk to my "family" most are flakes like my dad witch i dont know very well. or like to hate me. like my grama and sisters. plus my aunt witch i am forsed to live with. be cuse my uncles ex-girlfriend kicked us out of his house. that i moved in and out in a two months. right after i got out of foster care. most of the time i dont care what people think but at school i have no friends. most think i am a physho path on a murders rampage. [looking around hopeing spelled that right] i'm ready to exploed. me and my best friend are planing to runnaway [probley not] in two weeks. and i feel alone and sad all the time and myh sistrer beats me.... *sigh* i dont know what to do..........
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Drucilla
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| | Re: i just need to type
« Reply #1 on Jun 5, 2004, 1:10pm » | |
well i am sorry for your situation, feel welcome here to talk...and if I am not on, im me Vampryessjia (aim)...that goes for everyone, i dont want me vampire fellows to do something rash.
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Bleed me, set me down to die. I will drip life from my viens, but somehow I can't die. My breath has stopped for thousands of years, I can't cry out, in tears of fear and hate, eternity it is my fate, never mind why I'm alive all i know is I can't seem to die. I just want to die, but never can I.... |
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DarkSunShine
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| | Re: i just need to type
« Reply #2 on Mar 16, 2005, 9:44pm » | |
I know what you are going through. Believe me. I often find myslef looking in at myself alomost as if im looking in a window. like im helpless to what i say or do. My family is not even the least bit understanding. Everyone is perfect, my sister is the pride and joy of my father and stepmother, my brother is the most popular guy in school, and i am the baby of the family. 10 years i lived with my mom. but 5 years ago i finally got to know my father, and i have been living with him ever since. Dont get me wrong i love my family, but it feels like they only listen or acknowledge me because its thier job. the only person in my life that listens to me is my ex boyfriend/my bestfriend. when i was 14 i was raped by a friend of the family. i have only told him(my bestfriend) this. and now of coarse you. Why it is so easy to tell you all this, i dont know. I guess its because you have know idea who i am, and i have no idea who you are. i am spilling my heart out to people that i know i will never meet, but that i know share the same isolation problems as me. i myself and a few of my close friends share the extreme interests in the vampire myths. I love ann rice and the way she portrays the vampires. eversince i can remember i have had a fetish/fascination for vampires. And long to know the truth about them, i do not know if they are real or fake. but if they are real i would do anything in my power to become one. i find them beautiful yet powerful. thankyou for listening to me spill myself to you and space. i hope to hear replies, and wish to find someone to understand.
Best of wishes to all that pass through my life~DarkSunShine
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O, what I feel the unfortunate depths of my broken hearts refuge. Hear the darkness trample my cries. See our “saver” dismiss my prayers. Save us as you saved the retched souls, from the darkness beheld. I cry as heaven once cried for salvation from the uprising of this mortals hell on earth. ~Dark |
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